Hyper, unexamined, superhuman, the need to keep up, and racing to it. Not the product of a strategic decision but an unexamined ramping up of idiocy. This is what many of us mistake for success.
Success really is loving and spending time and attention on what we love.
What do you love?
In your corner,
PS: It’s fine if what you love is what you had been chasing. Just ease back to loving it and watch it come closer of its own accord. Never a need to chase.